bellaesthetics.
attention !
this blog righteously belongs to me,
bella.
i scribbble, i rant; it`s my life.
this is no tongue-lashing carnage, read & respond.
no critics needed.
world peace.
(:
bellaesthetics.
rock & roll is love ♥.
that maiden, she`s known as
BELLA .
labelled as a
spontaneous queen & an articulate speaker by her mates.
ohh well, expect the unexpected
.
a pisces whose birthday lies on
22 feb.
cookies & cream ice cream and caramel frap is definitely heaven !
living in a world of
confusion.
judge her ?
take a good look in the mirror. (:
so anws, to hell you`ll be hypocrites.
die motherfuckers die !
Sunday, May 11, 2008
ehems.recently, my passion and interest towards cyber and technology have been depleting.it has come to a point that the cyber life that is evolving around me is yet another playground.well, this is definitely not pointed out to those whom i am close with & those that i care.but it is more likely meant for those people who enters my life and leave like the wind.probably, the word of friendship & the memories together does not exist in their book and thesaurus of life.the sudden evoke of emotions of sadness of feeling betrayed and cheated prolly leads to this portion of the entry.thanks to an unwanted filthy sight i saw right before my eyes at bugis village & a recent cowardly act of avoiding.enough is enough.& so i met my ex-colleague, my hot mama girlfriend, linda, for a quick chat.she`s as hot as ever.mamalicious.i miss her.apparently, i have come to a point of realization in her life.perhaps lying and self-denial is a silent slow suicide.i guess i am not a good actress as my friend saw through me.yes.before i knew, before i realised and i could do anything, i fell;deep into the entangled confusion episode of love.hereafter, i shall make a timid self-confession;
the day starts with a storm,
leaving me stranded.
stranded and lying with an awful heap,
beyond realisation i feel,
the beat of my heart racing to the beam.
miss a second, skip a beat;
with you i feel my life is complete.
cliche does it sound yet it is so profound,
to that bartender, you're the one that i adore indeed.
am not lying and ain`t no bullshit,
i realise it till when your imperfections becomes beauty.
though it is just a short poem, i let loose my feelings.
read between the lines and you can have a glimpse of what i feel.
stubborn i maybe, i am still a girl, vulnerable and longing for love and attention from the one i love.
to my mr bartender, you`ve been there, always there & always caring.
this plain girl have indeed...starting to adores even the negative side of you.
ohOHh.
sungguh memalukan with that timid-lil-self-confession.
but letting it out bit by bit, really helps me.
done my part & said my piece,
take care hunneyhs ! (:
